It's gonna be hard.

O level results out today!
Watching my seniors get their results, it makes me feel motivated, like "i wanna be just like them!"
But it's gonna take loads of effort to do it.
I don't know if i can do it or not sigh.
Yup anyway i'm single again.
Makes me feel like i was a toy.
Actually i kinda expected this because my looks, my figure, my brains, my personality; they're all not very good. Never expected anyone to even be attracted to me. It blew my mind, that we could last so long.
So i guess this is for everyone's own good.
Now move on and be happy. :)
He's gonna find someone else really soon, not unexpected because of his looks and charisma, what's there not to like?
Well, me? I'm gonna be living my life as a widow hohoho.
Not gonna get into any relationship so quickly already.
I've learnt my lesson the hard way. Forever doesn't last. :)

Feeling quite lonely these few days.
I miss him.
But i have to learn how to cope by myself.
Hope he will always be happy.
It's gonna take a long time to get over him.
But i'll do my best.