Super suay today.

• Stayed back @ Newton Room doing nothing for around 2 hours.
• Slept on the bus otw home and missed my stop until woodlands interchange
• $30 bag strap broke.

FML X10.
My bag strap broke before already, the bottom part i think.
Today, the top part broke.
Now there's nothing to tie the string on to anymore, so i'm screwed.
Gotta find a replacement bag for now while i search for a cheaper one.

I'm so screwed.
Common tests next week, NAPFA the week after.
I don't get anything i'm learning in many subjects and i keep failing my 2.4km run.
My stamina's decreasing like crap and i'm tired everyday.
One day i'm going to break and who knows what will happen.
Probably i'll overdose on something and black out in my house.
Or maybe i'll 'accidentally' walk off the roof and 'accidentally' fall down.
OK I REALLY NEED HELP.

I somehow keep feeling like every little negative thing that people talk about, they're talking bad about me.
I don't know if this is just bhb-ness or paranoia.
I'm guessing it's a little bit of both.

Speech day was awesomely awesome.
It's finally over, but now there's no excuse for not doing homework or getting less!
Sad life lor please.
Anyway, i won't be updating my blog as often as i did before because i'm quite lazy to post already and noone reads my posts anyway.
Just add me on Facebook and you'll know everything.
LOL. Ok bai.

SPEECH DAY TOMORROWWW. :D

Sho busy.
Now i know why teenagers commit suicide already.
I never knew why, but now i understand the feeling.

OOPS i forgot to post on March 17.
HAHA anyway MARCH 17.
Watched Red Riding Hood with Kekliang, Yiling and Amanda.
It was AWESOME.
Some parts quite gross coz got blood and stuff but it's really sweet <3
It was kind of ironic because i kept thinking that a particular person was the werewolf, but turns out it's actually Valerie's father omg.
Peter and Henry are really cute.
The young Peter is cute too! :D
Went to the library for a few minutes after that to do some homework.
Didn't do much though.
The pasar malam outside JP library rocks lor.
K the end.

FAC FINALS TODAY (Y)
I think it was super awesome, the role-playing VIs acted super well.
Like real scenario like that.


The blood also quite real, amputated finger somemore.
Damn cool!
K won't say much ba.
Watched the teams do, some super pro.

Our team doing :D

Had mac for lunch and subway for dinner, tried gong cha.
It tastes like normal milk tea seriously.

Waiting for the results to be out.
Andddd yayyyy we got WEST DISTRICT CHAMPION. <3
Yayyyyyyyy congratz to the whole team, including Umi and Amanda okay, you guys helped a lot for the first round, don't sad!
Unlike me, go support for both only tsk.
Nvm must. calm. down.



The moon was really bright today too. :)
Bleh left tomorrow to do finish all homework, GG.COM.



Stop acting like you're so pathetic, just asking for attention?
We all know that what you're saying isn't true because when has anyone treated you this way?
We always try to help, i guess you just don't notice the little things we do, that doesn't make you any better does it?

Today was a fruitful day!
Went to school quite early for first aid duty for Explorers Camp.
But actually start at 9am, so waited with the fac people for it to start and for yiling to arrive at school.
Duty, nothing to do for the first half of the day because they went to the lab, then lunch, then lab again. So okay.
Fac training finished, Kekliang joined us for duty.
Got quite a few casualties, shall not elaborate coz like very bad heh.
Made new friends, i guess.
The casualties are so friendly, had fun chatting with them.
Kek treated all the casualties, i'm just the trusty assistant who talks to them and helps to throw away stuff in the kidney dish. (Y)
Cool right.
Yiling left at around 6pm plus.
Kangyong and Zhengyu came to visit ahaha.
Stayed with Kekliang until about 10.15pm, went to Kahkeng's house to wish him happy birthday!
Surprise surprise :D
I WILL get him his present soon okay~
Kekliang left, stayed @ Kahkeng's house for a while more until my dad came, then went home.

FAC finals tomorrow, JIAYOU GUYS, DO JURONG SEC PROUD WHOOOOOOO.
I'll be going down to support them, moral support helps. HEHEHE.
CitySquareMall @ 12plus start i think, not very sure but will be going with them :)

No other pictures for this post :D
CAMPP.
First day, bunk allocations first, and briefing, then ice breaking games!
We only played one coz we didn't have enough time.
Quite fun ba! Then parade rehearsal, was super tired alrd by that time.
So weak right me.
Then telematch, played some fun game where a lot of people cheated ahaha.
My group so funneh. (Y)
Lunch, outdoor cooking.
Kept cooking and cooking, didn't really have any appetite left so just ate a bit and gave the rest to the juniors. Me, Umi and Kehan didn't really eat much actually.
Unit Activity, footdrill.
Dinner, night hike briefing, then NIGHT HIKE.
Hiked from school to Jurong Town Hall there.
Everybody was freaking tired coz we kept having to run to cover up the gaps.
Supper, then bathed, then slept.
By the time we went to sleep, it was alrd 1am plus.

Next day, woke up @ around 6am, flag raising @ 7am.
PT was cancelled coz everybody super tired alrd.
Breakfast, area cleaning, then parade rehearsal.
Full dress.
I went for one round then fall-ed out coz i was feeling super unwell.
Rested in the redcross room for awhile before changing for unit activity.
Discussed about our campfire performance.
Then lunch, people said i was burning so they told ma'am karin that i had a fever.
She told ms vijay while i ate lunch in the redcross room.
Ms vijay called my parents :(
Slept in the room until my dad came to fetch me home.
I didn't want to go homeee.
But bobian, 39.2degrees.
I feel so freaking bad.
I'm a bad ic, bad batchmate, bad friend.
Shitman. :(
SIGH. Missed Amazing Race and the campfire.
Effmylife i missed all the fun stuff.
Why am i so weak! This year i keep feeling so tired, no idea why.
Ohwell, trying to forget about how much i've missed and how left out i'm gonna be.
At least my fever's gone :)

CAMP TOMORROW.
Will be MIA until Wednesday night maybe.
Have been busy with camp prep these few days, screwed some stuff up but overall, almost done!
I'm super scared for campppp.
I think maybe everyone is OMG idk.
OK bye i'm going for camp prep later on.

Busyyyyyyyy.
Yesterday had speech day rehearsal, super tired alrd.
Stayed up until 12.10am to do vocab log.
Woke at 5.30am.
I know it's not very pro la, people sleep from 2am and wake up at 6am, but i still very tired.
qwertyuiopasdfghjklzxcvbnm.
Today had footdrill again during cca.
Couldn't really concentrate properlyyy.
Tmr going to Umi's house to make name tags for camp, and then to school for some sec 3 unit camp briefing thingy.
Actually i can't wait. Haha idk why too.


Hope Japan's okay.
Hope all the countries who are or have been hit by earthquakes or tsunamis or any natural disasters are okay.
Why so many natural disasters happening.
Makes me really scared as the days go by.

OMGOMG UG CAMP.
-hyperventilates-

I know you're cutting.

I can see all the long sleeved shirts and the wrists bands covering up your left wrist.

I'm not blind.

Even though we've drifted apart, I still care about you.

It hurts to see you like this, and if you ever need me, you know how to contact me. I'll always have an open ear and a shoulder to cry on.

Aww sixbillionsecrets.
Z everybody's been pissing me off the whole day.
I hate copycats.
Yes, i'm talking about you.
No not you, YOU.



you'll never know how much that hurt.

Post for yesterday.
Slept straight away after coming back from grandma's house, so didn't get to post.


Yiling tied my hair like this aha.
Met Amanda @ JP @ around 1.30pm, walked around JP trying to find somewhere to eat that is not crowded.
So we decided to eat @ Pepper Lunch.
Yiling came soon after, walked around JP and bought some cheap food LOL.
MRT-ed to Somerset.
Bought stuff at Candy Empire before going to SCAPE. :D


Looked around @ the flea market there, Amanda bought a poster.
Went to Cineleisure to slack awhile.
And we got free candyyy.

It says cathay on the sticky!
Bought a new metal frame wallet there because mine spoilt and we didn't have time to go to Bugis already.
Bought some fries at Best Fries Forever downstairs.


Should have bought the one with nacho cheese. :O
Super yummy but very dry.
So we went up to buy slurpee and left Cineleisure.
Sat outside FairpriceFinest and slacked there for quite some time.
Was very tireddd.


Before we sat there, there was noone there.
After we sat there, people started sitting there too.
COPY! HAHA. Ok just kidding.
MRT-ed to grandma's house after that.
Was freaking tired so i just went to bed the moment i reached home haha.

School felt super short today, which is awesomeee.
Amaths teacher didn't come, so that's one lesson gone woo.
Suxian and Umi were playing with a super cute beetle.
I held it for a while, very ticklish, but so freaking cuteee.
Never thought that i would say that a beetle was cute. Aha.
Went to get my IC with Umi.
I look so freaking horrible, everybody else looks nice.
If i knew that I could have left my fringe down, I WOULD.
But i thought couldn't so i chiong pinned it up a few seconds before taking the photo and now my hair is super messy and horrible in the picture FML.
Training, footdrill all the way.
Celeste ma'am came, unexpected!
I think she should come more though, helps to keep everybody's standards higher.
We tend to slack off when she isn't around i guess, idk whyy.
Yuppp. NDP2011 selection tomorrow.
Jiayou to all secondary twos who are going!
Aww have to take out NDP2010's badge on 9 August this year already.
So sad, but i still have the NDP shirt HAHA.

SHAMWOOHOO. :D

Got into a huge fight with my parents yesterday.
Sorry. Argh.

SPORTS DAY @ JURONG WEST STADIUM.
I'm in Qin house!
Zhong house won, my last year house!!! Why i change walaoz. :(
I liked Zhong house. haha.

LOL got mark from tying it there too hard during sports day. :x

But i had first aid duty hahaha.
It was freaking scorchingly hot but we had still had to keep a lookout.
Grouped with Karwai Leeshan and Amanda!
We swapped with the first aid base people throughout the whole sports day,
but wherever we go, there won't be casualties.
Only the group who started from the first aid base kept having casualties.
So it was supa dupa boring.
Random teachers and people kept coming to take photos, but they never take the other group sia.
Super ps, i think the pictures are going to be up on facebook whuttttt.
Went to JP with klay & mac-ed.
Kehan helped us to take uip shirts for the people who went to uip from the redcross hq.
Waited with Leeshan for him coz she wanted her shirt.
Then home. (:

Cool plastic bag from redcross hq LOL.
Next time go there get more :X


6280) You'd know that I'm too awkward to have a boyfriend and that's why I said no. Don't take it personally because I like you back.
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Tumblr's awesome.
voicesofadistantstar.tumblr.com :D








I miss your straightforwardness and how we used to be so close.

Woah GRATZ GUYS.
You people should know what i'm talking about :)
So pro.
I think coz i not inside that's why you guys did so well.
If i inside confirm cannot one~