Went out with parents today,
Nothing much. :D
And HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
ILOVEYOU. ^^

Tmr going out with pbj to shop i think.
A girls' day out.
Just us girls.
And to shop around and be girly a bit OMG.
My main objective is to look for cheap&nice luggages, and to find cheap&nice clothes!
WOO. My mum gave me money to shop.
Love her too. (:




But you won't do the same.

Out with PBJ today!
Went to JP to slack, was looking for movies to watch, when Kekliang called me.
Sooooo. While waiting for him to come, we went to eat lunch @ Kopitiam.
Went to Ion Orchard coz he needed to go get his bluetooth mouse.
Walked around there, thought Zhengyu and Kangyong were coming so we waited.
Ate some sundae piezxc in Burger King.
They never turned up. :x
And their phones no battery alrd. So. Cannot contact them too.
Went home after that.

Just finished 1 hour of chinese/maths tuition with my mum wtf.
I just reached home, 15 mins later, i'm in the room doing assessment books.
Now she iz nagging me to bathe. Omg.
So tired.
Tmr going out with mum to buy luggage and stuff etcetc.
Hope i can wake up early. LOL.
And wtf next next saturday i'll be leaving alrd.
So fast ahhh.




Everything might change if you would just listen for once.

Out with family for lunch today.
I woke up @ 1230 +, had 12 hours of sleep but i'm still horribly tireddd.
It started raining cats and dogs omg.
Went off for my dental appointment.
She tightened my lower braces until damn tight ahh.
Damn painful. Ouchz.
They're lime green now HAHA. :D
Dad bought a luggage, then went home.
Ate chicken pie. But i feel so pathetic.
Coz i had to tear it into smaller pieces coz i can't bite wth.
Tmr should be going out with pbj! Manicure maybe. (:

Here's a fish. It's so hard to find a proper peacock omg so nvm.

I'll be away in Australia (Brisbane and GoldCoast i think?) from 11 December - 21 December.
So don't sms me during that period unless you don't mind paying a bit more for me LOL.
K JKJK.
I might reply messages if i can't control myself. :$

Hahaha. Kbye.


(edited)
Watching the Mnet Asian Music Awards now wooo.
And my dad off-ed the tv. Z so pissed. -.-
Just coz my mum threw a tantrum. Wtf.

AND OK. FINE. EVERYTHING'S MY FAULT.
EVERYTHING BAD THAT HAPPENS IS ALWAYS MY FAULT LA.
OK LOR. THIS IS WHY NOW, EVERYTIME WHEN SOMETHING BAD HAPPENS TO SOMEONE, I'LL THINK IT'S MY FAULT. WHEN I WASN'T EVEN INVOLVED. THANKS A LOT AH. I APPRECIATE IT. REALLY.

Jurong Sec open house 2010 today!
Went back to school for CCA.
Met PBJ @ about 5.40am @ Taman Jurong Mac and had an awesome breakfast.
Walked back to school,
Had to report in full Redcross uniformmmm.
Yiling watched and hepled me, Amanda, Jingwen and WeeEe to get ready LOL.
Then she went off to prepare for her bio boothzxc.
Reported, did footdrill.
Felt so incredibly out of energy, i also dk why.
After idk how long of footdrill, chionged to change into mufti and had evac!
Learnt some stretcher drills.
Had lunch. (2 cups of milo. Didn't eat the packet lunch they gave. :x)
Dismissal!
Slacked around the school for a few hours while waiting for Yiling.
Saw many classmates haha. :D
Went to JurongPoint after everything was over.
Had lunch/dinner with PBJs and Jingwen!
Mr Koo came to buy Yiling's carebears.
So good lor OMG. Mr Koo so nice.
Chatted in Harris for awhile.
Everybody went off, and to my grandma's house i go~
Hahaha.

Dental appointment tmr, yayayayay.

No fatfish and peacock again.
So pissed.
Just to make it clear, i'm NOT your dog. I'm not ANYBODY'S dog.





I'm not that naive.

Stayed @ home the whole day and prepared my Redcross uniform for tomorrowww.
Training from 8 to 1230pm!
Waking up @ 4.30am to meet PBJs!
BREAKFAST @ MAC.
HAHA. Yayy.
And my sister stole my white shorts that i need to use tomorrow.
And right after i typed that she knocked on the door. OMG.
K anyway.
Spammed Youtube videos the whole day with my butt stuck on the chair.
Have to sleep earlier today!
Aiya i didn't do much today so nothing to post.

Kk ending the post off with fatfish and peacock.
The peacock iz so small. But nvm!
Credits to Kimweng for finding them randomly. :D








Like the puzzle piece i've been trying to find.

JurongPoint > Cineleisure > Scape > PlazaSingapura.
Went to JurongPoint to buy my uniform cover, coz i lost mine and my dad's is too short for my uniform haha :$
Wanted to watch a movie at first, but it's only out in 3D. :(
Have to wait until 2nd December!
Bought some marshmallows at MiniToons before heading off to Cineleisure.
Yiling spammed small marshmallows haha.
Ate @ the Mac outside Scape, walked around in Cineleisure, Amanda bought some stuff (Suju poster!!) , then went to Scape.
Actually not many shops in Scape, but it's nice to explore somewhere new.
Mrt-ed to PlazaSingapura, walked around in Daiso and bought some snackz.
Yiling bought a purple carebear phone pouch in OtakuHouse i think.
I'll get my white keychain bear sooooonnn!
But currently no money haha.
Yup that's all today.

Jurong Sec open house this Saturday,
Have to go back for Redcross,
Full U.
Many sec2s will be @ UIP and some will be helping out with open house.
Haha jy people. :D

No pictures of fatfishes and peacocks today. :)





Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up.

Watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Part 1) with my mum today.
Bought popcorn, i ate most of it coz my mum dw omg.
The movie quite nicee.
I cried when Dobby died. :(
Dobby so nice to Harry Potter, if he never save Harry and his friends they confirm die liao lor.
Emma Watson so pretty haha.
Went home after that.

My neighbour keeps playing Airplanes and Wedding Dress on piano LOL.
Very nice wor. I also want learn. :p

I bet almost everyone have heard of the news that North Korea attacked South Korea yesterday right. I hope that they stop it and settle everything with peace! D:
I don't want world war III to happen.
So scary. I'm gonna wish for world peace at 11:11. ★










I'm afraid of the future.

JP-ed with PBJ in the afternoon.
Slept and online-ed in the morning while waiting for Yiling to finish her open house stuff.
Followed Amanda to buy her Eeyore, then went to buy a snack.
Chicken pie ftw lol.
MRT-ed to CityHall, where we met Kekliang.
Spammed Rubi today.
We all bought shoes except Kekliang, who bought sunglasses!
I bought my new school shoes yay.
Walked around Suntec,
Bought some food, chatted awhile and went home.
I almost slept on somebody on the bus haha so ps. :$
There're many movies that i want to catch nowwwww.
And i finally ate dinner today lmao.
I suddenly felt damn hungry so i just eat lor. :)
Ok so random. I shall end this post now.
With some pictures!



So cute right, not like you. :D



The end. ^^






It was only just a dream.

To Bukit Batok Home for the Aged for cip today.
Helped to decorate the home for christmas.
I can't help but feel sad for the elderly there.
And i can't help but wonder if their family put them in there because they can't be bothered to take care of them anymore,
if their family put them there because they feel that it's better for the elderly to go there and make more friends instead of staying at home,
If they actually asked to be put there.
Whatever reason, i felt happy to be there,
to help them decorate their home.
Hopefully it'll brighten up their day. :D
It's actually not doing much for them la, since the decorations are just for christmas.
Maybe there'll be more cip in the future to help people too.
I sure go one LOL.

After cip, slacked in Kiddy Palace with PBJ and Jingwen, and Jialei joined us after that.
We spent like 1 hour there.
Yiling bought a 14'' Goodluck bear!
I want the white keychain one.
Chatted @ Kopitiam for awhile then headed home.

Let's end the post with a nice picture. ♥

Dear mum,
You keep nagging me about every single thing that i do.
Do you know that it makes me feel like i'm useless?
That i don't belong in this family?
Maybe there's even a chance that i'm freaking adopted, idk.
Please stop bringing people down and scolding people every chance you get.
And you keep saying that i waste money by eating dinner out everyday?
Truth is, i don't even eat dinner.
Kthxbye.

Oh, so after camp you're so zai alrd la.
Everything you can do yourself.
Since you feel that way, go do it la.
Nobody's stopping you, but you know, you'll regret it.
After a 3D2N camp, you can take on the world alrd ah.
Wow, so pro.
I know you have a lot of leadership skills, you're better than everyone else here.
But do you have to be so arrogant?
Okay, if you want to be like this then fine with us.
我们懒得管你了。

Today's training was VERY interesting.
Learnt many new and interesting things. LOL.
Went to mac afterwards with squadmates.
Then to JP with PBJ.
Talked about ghostly stuff. Freaking scary.
Wandered around to random places then went home.
Nothing much today.
And i realised that i haven't been having proper dinner since like, one or two months ago.
I also don't know why,
One day i just lost my appetite and i never ate at night again. :o
Super tired today, can't wait to sleep in tomorrow.



If you're brave enough to talk about me behind my back, why don't you just tell it to me in my face? It's much easier. :D

Training tomorrow again.
Many sec2s will be away at UIP camp.
I'm not a NCO, not in UIP.
But hey, so what if i'm not chosen?
Does it mean that i'm not good enough, that i don't deserve it?
Even if i don't deserve it or whatever, you don't have to go around spreading,
Telling people how fail i am, how you're more pro than me.
So? I'm just another regular Redcross cadet in JSS.
Oh, so you think you're bigger than everyone else.
_______ is in UIP too, and you say that he/she isn't 'fit' to be in UIP?
He/she is a human too you know, haven't you heard of "where there's a will, there's a way"?
I think he/she deserves it more than you thanks.


Maybe. Just maybe. I'm not sure myself. ♥

Hihihi.
Random blog post idk why i feel so high also omg.
Rewatching BoysOverFlowers!
2nd time! The drama so nice pls.
I'm crying more than the first time i watched it hahaha.
And i keep watching and watching.
So addictive.
Going to Suntec tmr with PBJ.
So exciteddddddddddd.
Kthxbye. ^^

Cineleisure with Yiling and Kekliang today!
Woke up quite early but they haven't wake up yet, so slacked @ home until 12+ then left house.
But was late anyway wtf.
This is why i don't like living so far from Jurong.
Met them @ JurongEast instead of BoonLay and mrt-ed to Somerset.
Watched Megamind @ 2.55pm.
Lunched @ Koufu before watching.
I couldn't finish my drink again. And Yiling felt uncomfortable! So scary, i thought she was gonna puke or something. :X
The movie quite nice LOL.
Cineleisure the cinema so cool one, in the theatre or whatever you call it got toilet so don't need go out HAHA omg la.
Bought 70cents Mac ice-cream.
There were traffic police on the road, apparently got some VIPs coming or something.
Mrt-ed to Bugis, shopped around for awhile, Kekliang 'lent' me money to buy a watch.
I bought light blue, Yiling bought red and Kekliang bought dark blue.
Walked around Bugis Junction, saw DAVID ARCHULETA.
So lucky lor pls, didn't know he having autograph session there today.
Managed to see him, but no clear pictures.
Only some horribly failed ones.
Slacked around for awhile more then went home.
So tired nowww. Feel like sleeping the whole day tomorrowww.

Basketball tournament first aid duty today.
Turns out it's only in JSS, primary schools came here to play for the annual 3 on 3 basketball junior cup thingy i think, i forgot what the person said LOL.
There weren't many casualties, just a few.

1. Nosebleed x2
2. Abrasion x3?
3. Sprained ankle x1

Jingwen so pro. Treat the sprained ankle so well. (Y)
CCK primary won first and second omg la i can't even shoot pls. :P
Went off to Jurong Point after that to slack in LongJohn > BurgerKing and bus-ed home.
Slept for 4 hours plus ytd only lor, freaking tired.
This shows that i can't survive without enough sleep at all.
Haha, going to sleep in tmr, SO SIAN.


But for now i'll just pretend. ♥

OMGGGGGGGG.
Polytechnic got course <3
FOR VET.
SO HAPPY.

OMEGLE. > tumblr.

Streaming results out todayyyy.
I'm in 3-2.
Not very happy, but i'm okay with it.
I wanted to get into triple science class coz i aim to be a vet when i grow up.
Not sure if i want to appeal or not, i think even if i appeal it won't work.
Should i just give up and find something else to do?
Let's see where life takes me.

Went to Amanda's house after measuring uniform>jurongpoint, we were all talking to random ppl on omegle.com.
Damn funny la, the people you can talk to there haha.
Tmr, basketball tournament first aid duty.
Awesome. But have to wake up damn early.


Even the wrong words seem to rhyme. ♥

USS today with KLAY.
Bus-ed to vivo then shuttle bus-ed again to USS.
We were all damn excited LOL.
First ride, a slow carousel ride. It was the first one we saw so we just chiong.
After that we took a Shrek rollercoaster. It zoomed around and we were screaming like siao at first.
But we took it again, actually not that scary.
Went off to watch the 4D showww. So cool la omg.
Skipped the ferris wheel, went to the Canopy Flyer.
I was scared that my shoe would fall off haha.
They said that it was for kids but quite fast. Tsk.
Went to some ride callled Treasure Hunter or something.
Quite lame la, but fun la.
THEN WE WENT TO REVENGE OF THE MUMMY.
My favourite ride there.
High speed roller coasters ftw.
Damn fast, got so many sharp turns. SO AWESOME.
We took it 2 times!
Went to the Rapid Adventure or whatever after that.
Took it 2 times, Leeshan didn't want to come at first coz she felt like puking.
So we had 'lunch' and went back again.
Don't have as many sharp turns as Revenge Of The Mummy, so Leeshan tried it.
We took it another 6 more times HAHA.
UNTIL THE STAFF RECOGNISED US.
I liked taking the ride with other ppl.
We anyhow zihigh and make the ride less awkward HEHE.
And we made many new friends too!
Got freaking wet, so funnnn.
Me and Karwai went back to Revenge Of The Mummy and took it another 2 more times.
Dk why Leeshan and Amanda don't want take again, so fun lor pls. LOL.
Went shopping for a bit afterwards and bus-ed back to vivo, and bus-ed again to JP, and bus-ed again home.
Spent about 8 hours at USS OMG <3
Today was a great day.
I've never felt this happy in a long time.
With all the moodswings and stuff. :D
And happy birthday Leeshan! Since you don't have Facebook i'll wish you here again. ^^

Went to Vivo with KLAY in the early early morning.
Slacked and spent money on shitz.
Broke LOL.
Played around at the water area, KARWAI'S PANTS haha.
MRT-ed to Pasir Ris to meet the rest of 2-4,
Wandered around, took bus to downtown east there and walked damn far until we saw aloha loyanggg.
So deep inside lor wth.
Played hide and seek, cheat, had pillow fights, had some freaking war with the boys LOL.
The adults started bbq-ing stuff.
Managed to get half a satay and some fries and pudding, not even $6.50 worth pls.
But nvm, i enjoyed it anyway.
Starving like hell now.
Wanted to stay overnight but my parents don't allow.
Envy those who can. (:
Thankyou to the organisers of the outing and to the adults who helped out there.
Shuttle bus-ed back to pasir ris with Jiamei and Khanagha.
Waited with Khanagha until her parents came to fetch her and MRT-ed back to JurongEast>BukitBatok and my dad came to fetch me.
Universal Studios tmrrrr!
(New tagboard coz shoutmix iz not working.)


And a big THANKYOU to Kangyong for the cakeee. :D

I just realised how much of a bitch I am.
I'm sorry for everything I have done, or more like, everything I haven't done.
I will change. I will try my best.
But what's happened has alrd happened and it can't be changed.
I can ony hope for the best.
My next 11:11 wish; I wish I'd die in my sleep.

Redcross training today,
Had evac lessons.
Normal training, quite fun actually haha.
BASKETBALL TOURNAMENT FIRST AID DUTY THIS SATURDAYYYY. (Y)
Class chalet tmr, SO AWESOME.
Parents don't let me stay overnight coz there are boys wtf what sort of reason is that.
But anyway whatever, i'll just stay until latelatelate.
Going to meet KLAY tmr in the freaking early morning to go to Vivo.
Then MRT to the chalet ourselves.
Can't wait for tmr,
Hope nothing screws it up,
Coz something always does.

Oh and i think there's something wrong with my tagboard omg.
Idk. HAHA.

Universal Studios on Wednesday,
(((((((((((((((((((((((:

Hey guys, happy deepavali!
I think today's going to be a damn boring day for me.
Since i don't celebrate deepavali.

Been feeling kinda down lately, getting pissed easily, feeling depressed.
Moodswings i guess, i don't know wth is wrong with me.
OH and JIAYOU to all the cadets going for the first contact session for UIP tomorrow!
I was in but now i'm out. O_O
Kkthxbye.

It's an endless ride, sometimes it takes you up, sometimes it tears you down inside. ♥

VIVO WITH YILING AND KEKLIANG. :D
Had a picnic @ Vivo, then went to Far East Plaza to walkwalk, and then to AMK hub!
Damn fun, but we walked a lot so everyone's damn tired now.
Pictures up on facebook, ^^

And wth my life's fked, big time.

My life is screwed.
Whatever i say now, noone will believe me.
What else can i do.

Okay, treat me like this.
Treat me like some freaking extra ass.
I hate biased people as much as the next person does.

Had Redcross training ytd,
the strength was freaking pathetic.
But i'm glad i turned up LOL.
Didn't want to go in the first place, so went out with pplz.
Changed my mind halfway and i realised i forgot to bring my house key out.
So borrowed clothes and shoes from Leeshan.
THANKS LEESHAN.
She saved my life! Hahaha.

Yeahhh. Won't really be posting much now, everything will be up on Facebook or Twitter ba.
Coz i don't really have many interesting things to post about.
Holidays are awesome, can sing at the top of my lungs at home and do whatever i want.
Been mapling these few days with BlueberryKK. ^^
Gonna go out more during holidays!
And i can't wait for 10th November. ;)
AND i need more money ASAP.