Hi there!
EXAMS ARE OVER FYEAH.
Have been feeling kinda lonely these few days, but probably it's because i have been going home straight away after school because it's exam period. But i rarely talk to people online anymore too.
I want to spend some quality time with someone. Really badly.
I wanna have fun. I need to go out.
K anyway i'm alone at home now having lunch alone and reading romance mangas like some lame loner.
My self esteem and confidence level has decreased by at least 50% this week.
All i get everyday are insults from people.
Is it so difficult to say "you're awesome" instead of "you suck"?
Results for EOY will be out next week.
I hate the time when i show my parents my results.
I'll be like "HEY MUMMY AND DADDY I PASSED MAN I THOUGHT I WOULD FAIL"
And they would be like "PASSING IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH YOU SEE YOUR SISTER ALL A"
I hate it when people compare me with my sister.
Not only my parents, everytime someone knows that i was from RGPS and that i went to Jurong, they'll be like "why the hell did you go to Jurong I THOUGHT YOU WERE SMART?"
I mean like, my sister's from RGS, so?
I was from RGPS, sososo?
I got into RGPS because my sister passed the Gifted Education Programme tests and stuff and CHIJ didn't have that so she transferred to RGPS and i was transferred there too so it would be more convenient in the sense that our parents didnt have to think about how to send us to different locations every morning.
I'm not super smart or anything just because i was from RGPS.
Stop stereotyping people in RGPS as super shit smart people.
We're all normal people too you know, we get lazy sometimes and get bad results sometimes.
My friend had the same PSLE marks as me.
So you're saying that she's stupid too is it?
She got into a better school too.
What's wrong with choosing to be in Jurong anyway.
I like it here. And no matter what you say, you can't bring me down dammit.

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