Thought today would be a good day,
I was wrong.
Felt totally horrible the whole day.
Redcross, thought we were gonna do footdrill, in the end did some evac stuff instead, super sian.
Had to run 2 rounds of the basketball court for punishment,
Somemore it's the first sort of official training for the sec ones.
If they quit, it's not our fault ok.
Got a sore throat, feel like puking.
My earphones spoilt AGAIN.
And to top it off, i have a headache now.
At least there's no school tmr.


I know i'm very bad la, but you're not any better, have you even thought about anyone else's feelings?
You ask me to go, fine i go, but you just ignore me and don't let me leave when i really need to. Then what's the point of staying if there's noone there to talk to?
I'm just some extra invisible piece of thin air there, tagging along behind.
It sucks to live so far but i have no choice, so don't blame me thanks.
Next time just don't invite me out le ba, save everybody's time.

Still trying to find someone who'll understand and not insult me.
Don't think i don't know wth you're doing behind my back.
Stop ordering me around like i'm your fking slave.
I shall not reply messages tmr and maybe sunday too.
I wanna be alone.